an adventure in personal reflection and change
I woke up this morning excited to start my program. I hadn’t weighed myself since December of 2011, but I figured based on my clothes I was probably around 173-176ish. Well to my surprise and frustration the number staring back at me read 181. 181!!!! I’ve never been in the “180’s”. I was ashamed, and disapointed. I wanted my husband to say “it’s okay”. He didn’t. At first I was upset but I realized it’s NOT ok…. that’s why I’m starting this program right?! My goal is to lose at least 20 pounds. I would actually LOVE to be at 145-155 which is what I weighed in high school/before marriage. I’m 5’8″ so I know that 155 looks well on me. I will keep ya’ll posted. Here’s to the first day!